You can hear his pain thru out the whole album, can’t help but have the deepest sympathy for him and his kids, as Korn fans we’ll continue to pray for them.

Probably the deepest pain I’ve heard from Korn in a while. You can hear him trying to keep it together

I lost my wife to depression and tried so hard to help her. In the end you feel you didn’t do enough to help and blame yourself. This song was the hardest thing I’ve ever listened to. I read these lyrics at her funeral as a poem and it killed everybody there they knew how much I cared and tried my ass off to save her

"For every good thing I've done, there's a price to pay"

This album is a masterpiece. I teared up at the beginning and the end. Wow. I'm at a loss for words.

I haven't cried after a song in a long time. I've cried today. I'm sorry, Jonathan. I wish I could hug you.

This entire album just hits emotionally.

Lost alone here in the dark Looking for answers I will never find, I'll never find God knew all along that he would take you And the demons were set loose to claim their prize, I am their prize Everywhere I turn, I can't escape you Did everything I could to hide For every good thing I've done, there's a price to pay And that price has left me horrified, God, I tried Now I'm the one who never chose this Now I'm the one who walked a narrow line And I would do anything to bring you back to me If only God would let me turn back time [Outro] I've failed I've failed I've failed

RIP Deven. So sad, but these tragedies bring out JDs best music because he always sings from the heart. I'd still rather JD be happy than have this amazing music though.

“God knew all along he would take you” Damn ☹️

I held it together the WHOLE album until just now! I am so proud of Jonathan Davis and Korn this album was amazing!!! 😭😭😭

One of their best albums

Yeah this album and Serenity of Suffering are probably my favorite Korn albums. Been a fan since 95. Never thought I'd see the day when they would put out albums better then the first few. Amazing. Legends. JD is unreal.

Mike Shinoda: Looking for an answer where there never really was one [[Chester]] Jonathan Davis: Looking for answers I will never find, I’ll never find [[Deven]] :(

This one hit me hard, the words, the sadneas in his voice. At the end my eyes watered up.

Ive related to JD since the beginning. Hes really helped keep me alive by staying alive himself. If he everrr saw this. I cant fking thank you enough because I dont see much light

RIP Deven JD you didn’t fail... she’s free now and one day you will be together again

This song really did make me cry... Such a sad song, in an extremely emotional album. Imagine if Korn never released another album after this one, then his last words would be "I Failed"... How sad is that...

You haven't failed JD. Sending love to you and your family 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤

Grief can really fuck you up. You never failed, Jonathan. I really hope you feel better

I lost my mom to blood cancer back in 2021, so this album is a huge feeling, i miss you mom, love you 😭😞😞💀

This whole album broke my heart and made me headbang at the same time.

Don't mind me, I'm just sitting here at 9 in the morning weeping like a fool..

the vocals on this one are amazing yet it's hard to listen to. I pray that this won't be korn's last album. it would break my heart if their discography ended on a note this sad and depressing. please take care jon

just finished this bands whole discography, and i really have no words. this band is truly something you cant fit into a genre. korn is its own sound and its amazing. thank you korn for being able to do this for the past 20 years.

Oh Jon, please be okay man. I have admired you for many years. I pray you will get through your sorrow.

this is the most raw and powerful song from KoRn ever!!!

This track sounds like it could be from NIN's The Fragile album. So good. This album was a great purchase. THUMBS UP to the KoRn gang. And a special shoutout to JD. The MVP of the album.

I don't do it, but I want to hug Jonathan for going through that and releasing an awesome masterpiece

Try not to cry challenge Korn edition

We all in the "KoRn community" love you Jon! I can't listen to those last 2 songs without my mind jumping to what you and your kids must be going through! Honestly the first time I heard this album I was crying by the end! It's a fucking masterpiece! 💖

Wow this song was sung from the heart no BS here. I give props to Jon for singing about his late wife.

Poor fucking Jonathan. I really hope his friends are there for him and he finds a way to be happy in this life. ALL OF YOUR FANS LOVE YOU!

Wow. Huge korn fan for so many years. This album is so painfully beautiful. I'm so grateful they still continue to make music and my heart goes out to Jon.

I cry every time I hear this song

you didnt fail JD, i feel your pain brother, we all feel your pain in this album

I love how Jon talks about God a lot in this album. He acknowledges his existence, that's why I always loved Korn. You can hear his pain, real pain, adult pain, something all of us old Korn fans can relate to as we get older and lose people the friends and fam we love. I dont understand how some people abandoned Korn. I wouldnt like to live without it. It grows with me as I grow, it's a remedy.

Hearing him say “I’ve failed.” is one of the most heartbreaking things I’ve ever heard

Best album this year!! Bless you all

The end just made me tear up, that was really heartbreaking to hear....

im glad the guys let this album be dedicated to his wife ...he need it, to continue on ...its catharsis really ...its a little tough to listen to though because its heartbreaking, but im sure that will wear off in time, and in a way, it makes it better because its so real

I swear to God, i cry every time I hear this. The pain off loss and trying to help. God Im so sorry Johnathan. I Love ya man!

Thank you KoRn for another masterpiece. Thank you for inspiring me to become a musician. I have nothing but gratitude. Korn is the soundtrack of my life and it will always be.

Trust me everyone depression is something no one should have to go through but me and thousands of ppl have it

"Lost alone here in the dark Looking for answers I will never find, I'll never find God knew all along that He would take you And the demons were set loose to claim their prize, I am their prize Everywhere I turn, I can't escape you Did everything I could to hide For every good thing I've done, there's a price to pay And that price has left me horrified, God, I tried Now I'm the one who never chose this Now I'm the one who walked a narrow line And I would do anything to bring you back to me If only God would let me turn back time I've failed I've failed I've failed" 💔💯 This. These lyrics are exactly how I feel.

God damit Jon, I adore you man

This song really hits hard for me. Well my wife didn't die though and I'm not married but my mom passed away a few months ago and the lyrics, the whole album just hits so heavily for me

His unique way of putting his heart and emotions in his songs has always been an a thing..How dark his heart was while recording this album..Wish he did indeed had chance to turn back in time and change it,but since he can't..im sorry for you Jonathan and my thoughts are always with you..

I've listened to this for more than 10 times now and the ending always hit me hard 😥

Chills. He did not fail!!

All love your way Jonathan. Thoughts and prayers for you and yours. Great album!

JD you didn't fail... wish I could hug you... I'm sorry for your loss. This is the best album yet! Korn since 94!

Damn. This cuts deep.

screaming from the absolute rock bottom of hell so loud that even heaven

True bravery to have the confidence to share this with his fans legend and a true real guy that is Amen keep safe Brother.

Thank you Jon for allowing us to hear your past, your present and your future.

I don't think I've ever listened to an album with its heart this wide open. This song made me tear up a bit, I wont lie. Now I know why he seems like he is battling so hard internally. Praying for you John.

We love you Jon. Thanks for all the years. You get me through so much.

It feels good to feel.

One of my best friends was murdered by an evil corrupt cop. We went to many, many, Korn concerts. I miss my boy, breaks my heart listening to this band since his passing. Miss you V.V.

My soul is soothed. This album makes me cry, but not sure if they’re happy or sad tears!

Jonathan just needs to remember that he made his wife happy until the end of her days, and he has to do the same for his children. As long as he can make his kids happy, he shall always succeed. I loved KoRn from the very start and I will love them to the day I die. I am truly sorry to hear what had happened and this album speaks a million words and I hope they do what makes them truly happy.

This is the best Korn album since Take A Look In The Mirror. Loved it from start to finish.

1999: 4U 2019: Surrender to failure

Korn really has outdone themselves, hail from Norway! Every album they`ve made is good. 12 good and unique albums. Few other artists can claim that.

RIP Deven. ...I love you Jonathan, you don't failed your band saved me from myself, i love you Ray, James, Bryan, i love U guys ! Thank You. @

goddamn this album is good. it's like it's got something from many of their older albums. i heard issues. i heard see you on the other side. i heard untitled. i heard the path of totality. and i even heard the black labyrinth. full of weird shit, but it fits. and so full of feelings. awesome.

I can't listen to this song without crying

Wow I'm blown away by this track his beautiful voice the lyrics flow and beat I'm in complete awe

Be honest anyone break down with him at the end of the song

Your an amazing man Jonathan, the new album expresses your feelings well. Korn #1

This brought me to tears

What an entirely different dimension of being Johnathon Davis is able to express us to through his music- I like every video I watch with Korn, theyre keeping metal how it should be

This song is very underrated it's one of KoRn's deepest songs and it didn't hit 1million, kinda sucks. September 2021 anyone?

RIP. Devin we love you 🙏

His true voice from his soul

Those cries in the end are real

Oh JD... 😢 im so sorry.. my dad hanged himself 13 yrs ago. Unfortunately we cant always save the ones we love. We can, however, be the best parents we can in order to break the cycle. Syay vigilante of our own mental health and our childrens. I dont believe in god or heaven but energy cant be made nor destroyed, only transformed and thus our energy or "soul" or w/e you want to call it, musy go somewhere. Its transformed in to something. Maybe its grass if we are Properly buried instead of being embalmed in a concrete shell, that it. & maybe that grass feeds an animal and our energy is then transformed again and again and again. All i know is our energy goes somewhere into something and we never truly cease to exist. Your wife gave you gorgeous children and loved all of you with every fiber of her soul, unfortunately mental illness isnt rational and it sometimes makes us do irrational things. Ppl say suicide is selfish but whats more selfish, making someone stay alive even though they're in excruciating pain every secons of their life JUST to make your own life better? Or someone ending their pain and misery? Not that I am promoting suicide! Suicide isnt the answer, but if you've lost someone to suicide thinking of it that way might help the pent up anger, rage, pain, sorrow and hurt thats inside of you. In the mind of someone suicidal they believe they re doing something good for the ones they love. They become convinced everyone is better off without them, that theyre a burden thats dragging everyone down... so if youre suicidal and you read this, pls know thats not true and those of us whove lost someone to suicide would endure almost anything to have them back. Im 32 & still need my dad everyday but he killed himself when i was 18 which has completely wrecked my entire existence so no matter how bad it gets, just remember the ppl who love you will be irrevocably changed forever.

This is my favorite!!!! Ilove his voice and instruments !!!! Thanks a lot KORN!!! I love you!!!!

I feel terrible for what Jonathan had to go through losing his wife and his mom around the same time, I hope he is still holding up, this album is great but also a tear jerker because you can hear the pain in his voice trying to make this.

I REALLY appreciate that the EQ for the mix is in every song. Really gives you insight into where they put the frequency of each instrument.

To Johnathan , I too have lost my wife it will be 4 years now at the age of 38 now. I will say a prayer for you. Although our loss came in a different way I plead you to look to the Lord Jesus Christ for direction as did your friend Brian. Your song has touched me in a deep way. May God bless you. PS you are not alone in this, even though you feel like it... you’re not, and you DID NOT FAIL,! Gods ways are merciful and impeccable!

Beautiful song.....R.I.P Deven. ❤

Each time Jonathan Davis puts his raw emotion into his music, _god damn._ "I've failed..."

This song is without a doubt about Devon. Painful lyrics...

I lost my mom 2 years to this day from cancer. Watching the last breathe completely breaks you. I miss her so much.

The whole album wrenches at you. It sucks that someone had to go through such pain to bring such amazing music.

My goodness friend this deep of pain I know well. I wish I could pull you out of it... Please don't lose your voice. I did and still do from time to time. Prayers for healing, sometimes being lost is when you are truly found.

goosebumps

The nothing came out to be a masterpiece 😀

This is so beautiful but painful at the same time... must admit I love it so much

I love you so much, always have for the last 20...or so...years that I've listened to you. You reflect me, and no one else understands! Keep doing what you do...for no one else can

So beautiful

I feel the same way Jonathan. My entire family has passed and there are so many things I wanted them to see in me.

This is the one that they needed that really shows the amount of heart that went into this record... I’m sure the recording was brutal

This one is the best off the album thanks jonathan sorry you had to go through all of this

Anyone who's ever lost can feel this song in their soul and it's beautiful but it hurts. This really sucks.

Wow after an amazing album this one breaks my heart JD we with u

Holding All These Lies was the only KoRn song I heard for the first time that had me tear up...that was until now

Songs like this let's me know I'm not alone , also songs like this . . .keep me here.